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Finals have arrived!

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 20:59:10 -0600

Yup! University finals have arrived... so I'll be a little off the site and modding, but that doesn't mean that I will be a tripping balls that won't keep up with what I need to do and cover. So, I ask you all to be patient for now, since I don't want bad grades (at least TOO BAD grades) I'll keep in touch, but even less than before since I was already busy with my real life money making issues. P.S.: Breath will continue it's development no matter what! http://www.moddb.com/forum/thread/hard-sci-fihorror-game

Am I sick?

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 00:30:37 -0500

Today I didn't do anything... for the first time in my life I did actually nothing. I've spended this day just watching TV and sharing some charity time with my family. Funny thing is that I had some work that wanted finished for today (so I'll do it after taking a nap since it's 2:27 of the morning in here) The funny thing about all this... is that I have a great day doing this, I needed the break, but a part of me, tolds me: "Why aren't you working?" For some reason I became dependable of working and destroying myself using my whole time for "something" and now, that I did nothing... it just feel somehow wrong and uncomfortable, wierd isn't it? I think that I need a girlfriend, no shit... I think I really need one so I can at least put some time in something else (besides I'm getting tired of just getting laid with some friend of mine or go to a disco and hook up with someone else) for my bad luck: I know girlfriends costs usually money, and right now I'm not in a regular job (I'm freelancing again) and money it's not a good idea to spend it at someone else besides me, anyhow I can be a good lover if you're interested. P.S.: About the disco thingie... I work as a VJ in one, so the drinks and much everything else it's on the house.

Uncomfortably numb

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 12:19:25 -0500

Hello, this blog it's just an update to my day-by-day situation, and that means the next thing: I'm f*cking uninspired and unconfortable with I'm writing i/o modeling. Even when I draw I'm not happy with the results. I cleaned today the gallery because of these three reasons:

I didn't like some pics I made.
The first day I log on I uploaded every single pic of an old folder I have, that included pics of practices and ref images and render tests among a LOTS of crap.
I want to just use this space for everything related to Breath.

So thats it people, I'll be a little off for a while and don't expect me to upload (like I upload every single second and pic I do) so often. Enjoy your day!

Random Entry #1

Wed, 12 Aug 2009 18:43:48 -0500

Beauty in art is the making one of opposites, such as order and freedom, logic and passion, strength and grace. Everyone's deepest desire is to like the world on an honest or accurate basis. The desire to have contempt—that is, to lessen the meaning of things in order to see one's self as superior—causes unhappiness and even insanity. Aesthetics can take the form of art or not, in order to embody its function as anti-art. This point is disputed. Some of the forms of anti-art which are art strive to reveal the conventional limits of art by expanding its properties. Maybe it's expansion... or perhaps just an anarchist pretext for not applying to much effort in most things :P

Life Without Art by Darlene Lewis

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 03:37:55 -0500

Can you ask a baby not to cry? can you ask a bird not to fly? can you ask a flower not to bloom? life without art is death after doom life without movement still and content worthless meaningless time is spent idle just slumber just plain and bland no strokes no pens or pencil in hand no music no prose no blisters on toes no broken hearted dancers no shows only true artists understand and know how life would be so grey and dark life without love is life without art rehearsals and go sees and cattle calls no models no musicians at all no mp3s or mov's nor any html no lyrics lost no cds to sell no beats no bangs no blues no rock no jazz no reggatone no not museum walls crying for frames artifacts unknown fossil names markers paint oil and lead art cannot live if it is dead Art is a baby waiting to be nurtured and loved eternally Art is a Rose in full bloom Life without art is Death after Doom

Link 2,3,4 for inspiration!

Fri, 27 Mar 2009 13:36:00 -0500

Kann man Herzen brechen können Herzen sprechen kann man Herzen quälen kann man Herzen stehlen Sie wollen mein Herz am rechten Fleck doch seh ich dann nach unten weg da schlägt es links Können Herzen singen kann ein Herz zerspringen können Herzen rein sein kann ein Herz aus Stein sein Sie wollen mein Herz am rechten Fleck doch seh ich dann nach unten weg da schlägt es links links zwo drei vier Kann man Herzen fragen ein Kind darunter tragen kann man es verschenken mit dem Herzen denken Sie wollen mein Herz am rechten Fleck doch seh ich dann nach unten weg da schlägt es in der linken Brust der Neider hat es schlecht gewusst Links zwo drei vier! Rammstein For the WIN! (good song for working out an idea)